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Sunday, August 31, 2008

my weekends...

My favourite addictions that i mention in my blog earlier on:
those interested pls read up these books from nicholas sparks cos is really nice !! i mean it !!! hee



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this weekend is really an enjoyable one...
fri went drinking with my bf, bf sis and bro... (as usual)
while drinking we were hearing a CD (zhou gong qiang gui).. A CD filled with ghost stories.. some really quite scary, upon hearing there will be some goosebumps laid on my hand.. sometimes i rally do wonder do they exist or are they just a belief.. different people will have different views and opinions on them but i keep it neutral... cos i am a FREE THINKER.. haha...
so 4 of us in one room end up sleeping at around 4am...
sat...
we wake up ard 1pm... having duck rice as our lunch and redozon(a vitamin C drink) as our drink.. after lunch we laze around wondering what we should do and end up watching movie from internet (pp film) some ghostly movie that indeed some parts scare mi and his sis abit...
after movie we all had a quick bath and headed towards singapore post POPULAR BOOKSTORE to buy what we wanted to find... RISK... haha... is a war game which all of us like... his sis bf paid the sum of money $59.90... haha... THANKS... !!! after we let popular we went to his sister fav hangout NTUC to buy tibits and chocolates for the night (planning to eat while gaming) and i saw something funny is that her bf take OMEGA 3 for his sister haha..then later i knoe his sister drink such calcium drink then i LOL.. haha... cos she is the first one i know to drink such RARE milk.. After our NTUC trip we headed towards the geylang popular beancurd... hmm wait u all must be thiking dou jiang you tiao... but nooooo.. i simply sick and tire of tt place as the stuffs there does not really up to our tastebud standard so we end up going another one... tt one is really best!!!!!!!!!! shall ask bf for the address k? die die must try it !!!
After our beancurd session, his sister headed home with bf soo... mi and her 38 talk ended till next fri.. sort of cannot bear it.. as me and his sister are close.. as we tok abt everything and anything !!!
Mi bf and His bro headed home to watch some love show on channel game and not forgetting playing our RISK game... we played till 4 am and our battle still not ended so bf decide to continue next morning..
sunday...
manage to wake up 12pm to have our LOR MEE breakfast which his mother bought for us !!! NICEEE my fav noodles..after lunching we cont our game till 2 plus bf bath and we headed home as he is now and currently learning DRIVING !!! TP soon...

Ying dun wan to keep on driving bf ard i wan bf to drive mi ard like tai tai too.. !!!
almost a tai tai to be is just a matter of time !!! haha
our car and apartment is on the way...
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Results will be out this coming week !!!! (fear)
I pray....

Thursday, August 28, 2008

a booming loud (real loud) thunderstorm happening while i m having my morning bath...
the first thought that drawn my attention, mt first thoughts, is knowing tt my dear is riding to camp and just happen it rains so heavily...

worries cames rushing my mind...
i hope he will not be drench by the stormy weather (but impossible)
once after my quick bath i msg him...

First msg: dear u reach camp le ma?

Reply: NONE... (upon 20 mins of waiting)

i really worry...
oh mine i started to let my imaginations run wild...
will he ????????
anything will happen??????
(all this occurs while i m changing)

images started to form in my mind...
my heart strongly tells mi tt ....
I CANNOT LOSE HIM...
I CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE HIM...

SEC MSG: Dear u reach?

after whole 20 mins he finally reply mi confirming me he reach camp already finally i m at ease... i m so fear... maybe my first time worrying soo much.. knowing tt i cannot lose the one.. is my first time... not use to have this feeling..
in the past i did not even noe how to appreciate him or cherish him.. till now i noe this feeling is strong... he is the most perfect ideal bf in the whole wide... i CONFIRM !!!!

Love is a word i describe on u.. but not others...

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Tear and Wear

been wanting to close my eyes for an hour or so...
for the first time i been soo tire...
even i sleep for 5 hours plus...
realli tire...

how i wish i can go home now to fall into deep sleep...
tire till my whole body just wish to lie flat on my bed..
but why i m sitting down here in MOM...

eh... i cancel today outing as i think i realli do not have the time and energy to accompany baby so postpone to thurs perhaps going town on thurs as my boi will be booking out late at 9plus 10 so i think i will have sufficient time to keep my boi accompany and my baby...

i hope i get enough sleep tonight so i will have plenty of energy to meet up with gina, kenneth and fish... i guess for coffee and slacking session...

if not....
No no no...
i must go out with them not i will be slaughter soon...
miss u guys !

now the time is only 11.10am...
still have 6 hours to go...
i still have 1.5 hours tuition to be commence..
i m drenched with tireness..
i will try to drag myself to endure through this last part of the day...

Monday, August 25, 2008

Mi with Wen

Today went out with wen for a movie name: MEET DAVE

Pretty good movie for relaxation...
Have a great chat with wenz foraround almost 7 hours non stop except the time when we are gaving movie.. was an interesting and enjoyable outing with u gal...

Went town today... window shopping with nothing bought.. i already start eyeing on a few dress to be bought on the 5th sept which is next fri haha... come to think abt it i feel excited cos i going to have new clothing in my closet...

Maybe next month a GUCCI bag !!! haha...

Mi and wen ended up having dinner at MAD JACK at paradix centre...
The food there real nice real good... haha... i really love the chix chop there is really delicious..
Perphaps u guys can try out soon k !!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway while grabbing the food, we were toking abt RESULTS....
SCARY !!!!!!!! it will be out THIS WEEK........
(fear)

Dear dear jus reach my place.... gonna stop here...
tml will be out with baby haha...

SAKAE SUSHI ?
Mmmmmxxxx
(after my tuition)

Pictures on modelling !!!

My Make up artist: My cousin felicia... Wish i get the model photos tt the photographer took




Friday, August 22, 2008

bless

the rain fall...
it came beating the panels of the windows...
it lingers my thoughts to the past...
thinking, wondering the way happiness falls upon u leaves mi no worries any longer...
i guess life is all abt moving on...
i may leave behind a friendship but memories is always there...
no matter how much i force to forbid it is still there...
unless....
i lose my conscious...

knowing that life maybe tough for u...
life may not be easy and hurdles ahead of u...
for all i wish and understand, knowing that both of u will cross each and every problems faced...
scanning through the way u smile...
is just enough...

for all i care...
u must stay strong, healthy and joyful...
for someone unforgettable...

Thursday, August 21, 2008

a day...

Late once again.... but i simply dun care...
2 weeks 3 days to last day but they may want me to extend... as a part timer coming to work for just 2 days.. i will rather consider the pay wise before i decide to accept this offer.. if not i will be a tutor having more kids that's all...

Last night movie (money not enough 2) was not bad, real funny i almost burst myself into tears but not to say, it was a sad movie too.. but i did not tear.. it just make all of us reflect on the way how the way parents were treated when they are not in their condition and reflect on how great sacrifices a parent will do for their kid.

After movie upon reaching home is almost 12.30am... i had a real quick bath with my fav body shop shower and put on some moisturizer before i fall into deepen sleep.. This morning i really had a hard time waking up, fighting hard with my bed.. and i think i accidentally call amos on the phone haha as he called me last night to tell me something abt him and someone... lol.. sorry if i wake u up bro.. think u will call mi later to update me ur stuffs..

Working now as usual !!!!!!!
grumbles... complains... dishearten.. mixture of feelings... struggling myself till5pm.. haha i dun care that i leave early as long as i complete my job !!!!

I.SIMPLY.DUN.CARE

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

OH NO....

OH poo poo (shit)
nowadays i always being LATE !!!!
my gosh... 20 mins to 30 mins... haha but i dun really care as i get 7hours plus of sleep that is the most important thing.. (irresponsible nooo.. is just that working over at MOM )

Just ate the world bad tasting chee cheong fan, and kaya toast. i really dunno what to say about it for kaya toast with soooo tiny winy little of butter and kaya and for the chee cheong fan is tasteless nevertheless it is quite costly !!! is oki dun complain !!!

As long as my gastric is oki for the day for just one day i m bless that's all... been so long since i continue consuming my medication... The whole drawer of medicine is doctor gave it to me for my gastric of the month since past but i just refuse to eat it... I m really sick of it ... that's all...

oki... yesterday night went tuition, i realli feel quite depress as my kid did not even do my homework i understand kids do not like homework.. who will like it.. tell mi pls.. soo i advice him to do it on the lesson with me along my guidance will be much easier for him i guess. but he just sit there with folded arms playing his pencils. when i took away all his stationeries, he look at me again, i look at him for long and next thing he did was laid himself on the table.

I comfort him talk to him letting him noe the importance of homework as it aids him in understanding the words more as more deepen thoughts is involved will be much more better for him. he agreed finally to corporate with me in tuiton for the next 30mins. seeing him, i do not have the temper to flare at him as he is just a young kid. all i understand is that kids really need alot of motherly patience which i really wondered if i could give my kids those attentions when time comes... haha anyway is 10 yrs down the road.. i can forgo the thoughts for a min first !!!

Working now yet i m blogging u all should know i am super BORE right !!!
as usual.. chanel is sick and tire of her workplace.

Tonight will be family day with parents for a movie as they will reach singapore ard 8 plus i hope !! (their genting trip) movie movie !! finally ....

counting down 8hours to go and still counting down till off work !!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, August 18, 2008

Y.I.N.G






Thats all for today !!!
SIANzzz is the only word that i can use to describe for the rest of my day till Friday !!!
Too tire after work, i rather choose to stay at home and rest or go down for a SWIM !!!!!
6.15am once again...
i.simply.hate.working.at.mom.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Blues...








FridAy....
drank half a bottle of chivas together with him, his sister and his bro.. haha
Quite a chit chatty night all the way from 12am to 6am...
Saturaday...
wake up at 2 plus... due to the drink the night before.. was complaining the hunger in us but none of us were reluntant to go down and buy... SO we order mac !!! 4 Mc spicy UPSIZE... haha
in the evening went over to town to meet up with my poly friends to celebrate WONG 21st birthday. we bought her a series of body shop stuffs !!!! is NICE !!!
Met up with them at Fish n Co me and bf second half dinner my gosh seafood platter !!!!
really had a hard time finish it but we manage to even though we left some squid and leftovers fish .. After fisn and co went over to parklane for some pool games but before that we all keep looking arond for PUBS tt showing the match of ARGENTINA vs HOLLAND but none PUBS show this partcular match is all on ESPN ... i was like so disappointed but nevertheless feel damn touching cos the whole gang was just busy finding the pub tt air that match..
End up i get the results from my mother telling me tt it is 1-1 i am damn disappointed apart from losing that 10 bucks.. but end up knowing that at extra time they manage to score one goal !!! YESH they made it to the semi finals next match argentina and brazil...
Strong opponent but i noe they will WIN !!! haha
After Pool, is almost 11, hence some decide to go off some decide to go bugis eat tou hua and me and him decide to go east coast beach to have a walk...
Packet stingray and onions eggs as pumps in our stomach make us unable to endure .. Ate with his bro... and commented the stingray was really nice. the taste of its chilli together with the tenderness of the stingray make the overall DELICIOUS !!!!
Sunday.....
nothing much...
reluntant to go work tomorrow... how ? off?
mc? as i m still having a bad flu and cough...
haiizzzz...
monday blues...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

SICK

My Tuition Kid (notice wat he is doing during my lesson)



But overall, i still dote him!!!
I really had a bad night...
Feverish.Cough.Flu.Sore Throat.
All at one go..
I cannot really get into sleep as i kept on waking up in the middle of night knowing tt my fever is getting worst...
To my SIM friends i feel really sorry abt cancelling our PARTYWORLD session.
Really sorry i will make up to u guys soon k..
Esp thanks to wendy as she pray to god wanting my sickness to shoooo away asap... smoochies
and thanks to wenz too.. love u gals alrightss..
I promise next week we will be meeting up for PARTYWORLD session !!!!!!! PROMISE!!!!

My gastric for this whole morning wasn't good as i did not really have the energy to even eat till noon.
Ate half bowl of mummy's fish porridge.. No appetite..
Hate my gastric pain hate those medicine !!!
I hope tomorrow i will feel better soo i can go back to work to finish up my stuffs..haizzz...
Oh ya not to forget on the 12th aug after tuition for my kid (a hard time teaching him as he is really naughty but at times very cute!) i went to meet baby for a late dinner sorry baby for meeting u late cos of the tuition and apologise my attitude prob cos of those 2 malay guys keep on eyeing on me make mi feel sooo much of discomfy.. nearly go BONG them i think... I REN !!!
so we went for a short while shopping for Wong bdae gift and also go NTUC to buy some tibits for her kid.. Cannot understand baby always love doting those kids so much that she is willing to buy them stuffs everyweek.. haha anyway seeing her happy with her work i also feel happy for her !!! muackz...

Hope tml will be a better day for me.. NO MC no FEVER !!!
Just hoping another day of me without sickness except not to comment/mention on my gastric pain..
I needa go back to work soon !!

Monday, August 11, 2008

Wenz day !!!





Went city today to buy sharon gifts with wens as said earlier...
walk ard and went to sasa to buy fake lashes for her and went to fourskins to buy a necklance for her as wenz say it suits her.. oki it looks not bad.. a camera necklance.. lol cannot imagine right but it cost like $30.. oki still affordable..
I just bought 2 masks for tonight treatment for my face.. haha.. my face need some pampering indeed...
after the short shopping went to starbucks to have our fav drink ice blended mocha frap.. and started our gals talk haha.. i enjoy toking to her esp seeing her expression times her ultimate laughter !!!! haha.. Ying simply miss her !!! with loves too.. she is my book of happiness and sorrows !!!...
Time report : tml is TUESDAY... long for my weekend to come still .. 6.15am i simply hate uuu !!

Boring

Time fly past fast... but when time in office is real real slow...
another 1 hour then off work to city hall tonight for shopping with wenz...

This morning i read finish my fav book nicholas sparks "message in a bottle"
it is really a nice book .. touching enough to make me tears but i control cos no matter how hard life is tearing cannot solve anything but it just make u look weaker comparing to the problem occuring..

Ill try to take a picture of this book to post up soon .. haha..
i m addicted to nicholas sparks books.. shall buy another book soon if not my morning trip in the morning will be a boredom...

I M BORE !!!

PS: I M BORE

another one more month i will be out of this place and return to school soon..
but b4 returning to sch one thing tt i fear off is my results...
dunno when it will be release but i hope is soon... i really wish to noe how is it although nothing can change the matter of fact anymore !!!!

Pray hard x Bo Bi i will pass with flying colours.. hope my efforts will pay off !!!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

my weekends...

Pictures on my weekend...










National day = Fireworks...
but i never get to see it.. Actually i did but is on TV it is not the same...
uncomparable to LIVE !!!
I miss the fireworks this yr but is oki cos i was at Bf's auntie house for a housewarming at buangkok (on the purple line) the place was kind of small but the environment there is not bad.. Apartments there were cheap and affordable.. Maybe we 2 can save up to buy one apartment over there i thought... but he was complaining abt the SQ metres of the house.. Indeed it is small but think of the pricing is quite worth it ! haha..
Anyway the housewarming is nice cos the steamboat is NICE i loving it..
Thought after dinner go back to his hse to drink our chivas but his sister's bf dun wan to stay at his house sooo... SIANzzz.... so his sister cannot come home with us... i love toking to his sister.. dunno why cos jus love it !! for no reason...
Sunday..
Stay at his place celebrate his bro 16th bdae order pizza and chix wins to eat...
at the meantime was catching the match of ARGENTINA vs AUSTRALIA.. haha.
Argentina was a strong fighter !!! All the way they try to attack but none goal.. miss ! haizz...
1-0 ARGENTINA WINS !!!!
Finally...
TML is MONDAY.. oh my god.. is a fast weekend.. i hate to drag myself off my bed at 6.15am again... should i self-declare off ? lol.. anyway got to meet up with wen hui tml after work.. shopping time !!! not for me but presents for sharon.. haha...

Friday, August 8, 2008

080808 and complains

Today seems like a symbolic day as the date is 080808
But to me.. is just another day...
But it is FRIDAY tt means alot to me in this way...
As i no need to work the next day and no need to face the idiot pesterer in MOM ... he is really irritating why he just cannot f off.. or maybe just die la.. how can he come work to harrass people and entering police force shouldn't he admitted to IMH.. !!!!!!!!
He really have thick realli damn thick skin and still have the cheek to msg after i avoid him and tell him off 3 times .. somemore my managers been warning him for 2 times and he still have the CHEEK to come approach me... not i wan to discriminate him and look down on him.. As a guy of a Gal dun wan u upon sooooo much rejection please have some manners and just f off instead continuing doing stuns that make the gal piss off... i wish he admitted to imh.. he is definitely not normal...

PS: Guys pls... when chase after a gal know ur limits dun ever make a gal hate u to the end...

That ass... pls f off b4 i really make a police report and smash ur police dreams... i will do it.. if u persist... i swear...dun test my limits !!!!!!!

never in my life i hate someone NEVER !!! he is the first one... UNFORGIVABLE !!!! ASS !!!

anyway enough of complains of tt ass...
something interest me tonight...
1. My dear book out sooonnn... Finally !!! 5days of waiting !!! miss u my bao...
2. Mahjong session tonight with my elder cousins together with bf
Been so long i never engage myself in mahjong session finally... cos my elder cousin finish his exams so he jio us to play !!! winning or losin i dun mind.. as long as i get to play it... Wheeee....

2hours b4 job ended...
later have BONDING session with momers... oh mine... bonding with him will might as well make me hide in the ladies to continue my reading on my recent book (which baby lend me) named
MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE
Nicholas Sparks
Seriously it is a nice book i am addicted to it.. been reading throughout this morning.. almost done with half the book...

I wish i have permission to read it NOW !!!! touching story..

End of Ying complains.Feeling much Better.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

My Day...

Pictures of M.E & B.A.B.Y of the day

Pictures of M.E at workplace of the Day...



This is the way i am when i am at work... BORING...
BORE.BORE.BORE.

See my face !!! Understand !!!
After work went to meet baby to go town town town...
Accompany her to buy perfume hugo boss but sad to say i m down on flu i cannot even smell anything... Anything at all... The food i ate today all gone to waste...
Ate fish slice mee suan for lunch

Ate Yong Tau Fu for dinner..

isn't it like a patient...
Went town and i actually bought NOTHING... NOTHING attract me today maybe i am too tire for shopping... i needa a beauty sleep (12hours of sleep)...
Time to Bath and SLEEP B4 6.15am arrives...
YEAH Tomorrow is FRIDAY !!!
Finally...
My Dear !!! U r back to my Hugs !!! miss u to limits... Pampering weekend by H.I.M









.HealthCare.

Every morning.... i see u
Every Evening... i see u
I hope i dun need u anymore... no more pain for my gastric! no longer need to face the big white pills... no need on long term medication... the last time is went SGH to consult the specialist!
They cost me a bomb... Pls tell me when all these will gone...

Take regular meals pls... Ying !!!
Thanks all besties for taking care and remind me each and single day to consume proper meals and not oily food...

I needa learn to take care of it... LUNCH TIME !...

.Reminder.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

PAY day


Long waiting day finally arrived...
finally i m eligible for a spree... winkxx
I will learn to dote.teng.love myself more. (must must must)
Time for bed.6.15am.bad morning till 5.30pm.



























Went to lot 1 to have desserts treats with my bestie baby
There is this desserts stall which sells all the delicacy of japanese shakes and ice creams
It really taste heavenly delicious and yummy !!!!!
Isn't it look tempting?
(My addicitions)

While dining i complain to her, throw out each and every of my sorrows to her...
Now i really feel much more lighter and perhaps happier i guess (for a sec though)
I really appreciate her all these while for being with me by my side to go through with me all the thick and thin... God may take everyone away from me but not her !!! cos she is really precious to me...

She is the only one that understands me and knows how i feel !!! with loves...

Tomorrow is thurs... is another day at work... meetings and work and meetings and work...
I m really tired of this hectic life facing tt asshole pester at my workplace... Eyesore...

At least comforting to say after work i will go town for a spree i really hope PAY in by tml morning... hee... something at least make me feel comfy !!!

Miss shopping !!!

Wonders

Wondering where a place i can go to let my mind off for a day
Wondering where a place i can be to be stress-free
Wondering where a place there allows me to let everything out of me
If i really have a choice...

Or do i really have a choice?
Please lead me the way what i can do...

Today will be a day for me to relax myself out in town...
No shopping allows
No longchamp spree
No taitai life for tonight...
Cos my pay is not in yet!!!!

Arghz...
I miss shopping, missing the feeling of pampering myself...
Cos tt's the only way i relieve my stress as it makes me happy for a moment !

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Tire

Be it at workplace...
Be it at home...
I m really sick of everything....

At work got this idiot irritant pest who will keep on attract my attention doin things that are stupidly funny that will make me feel really agitated to the max. eg. go peel his hand till it bleed la, complaining to me he get gastric pain (just within 2 days i really wonder when i get it over years) keep pestering me in SMS phone calls and at work... wtf
Please face urself in front of that reflective mirror and answer yourself this Are you mad or crazy and please reflect on the mirror on ur sucky character before u come and chase after someone and please do not make me puke...

At home...
I shall not say more...
Just give me some happiness...
I wish I can relax myself my soul in somewhere where i can find happiness and peace...
Sentosa perhaps?....

Give me a break...

Monday, August 4, 2008

If only...

I admit it is to my limits...
What i have done what i can give...
I really do not understand what my parents want...
I am only 21, a student still, working hard to pay part of my school fees, although the amount i can fork out is really far beyond the studies fee but i really try my best.
No one will really understand what i undergoes...
I know everyone, every family have their own problems to face, to solve but...
I only hope I am strong enough to handle my demanding parents' expectations...

I simply hate my life now...