a booming loud (real loud) thunderstorm happening while i m having my morning bath...
the first thought that drawn my attention, mt first thoughts, is knowing tt my dear is riding to camp and just happen it rains so heavily...

worries cames rushing my mind...
i hope he will not be drench by the stormy weather (but impossible)
once after my quick bath i msg him...

First msg: dear u reach camp le ma?

Reply: NONE... (upon 20 mins of waiting)

i really worry...
oh mine i started to let my imaginations run wild...
will he ????????
anything will happen??????
(all this occurs while i m changing)

images started to form in my mind...
my heart strongly tells mi tt ....
I CANNOT LOSE HIM...
I CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE HIM...

SEC MSG: Dear u reach?

after whole 20 mins he finally reply mi confirming me he reach camp already finally i m at ease... i m so fear... maybe my first time worrying soo much.. knowing tt i cannot lose the one.. is my first time... not use to have this feeling..
in the past i did not even noe how to appreciate him or cherish him.. till now i noe this feeling is strong... he is the most perfect ideal bf in the whole wide... i CONFIRM !!!!

Love is a word i describe on u.. but not others...